Thursday, July 7, 2011

things that seemed ordinary at the time...

It's been almost a year since my first blog post where I was seriously doubting my capability of traveling to another county and setting up a new life for 4 months.  What I wouldn't give to be back in that position now.  It seems strange how nervous I was to go to Spain, and how much I would love to be able to go back right now.  Every time I look at pictures or talking to my friends I met there, I'm reminded of how amazing an experience it was.  Sometimes thinking about it makes me scared that I didn't appreciate it as much as I should have when I was there, but that's not how I want to remember it.  If anything the experience has given me even more ambition to find a way back there some day, whether it is for working temporarily or just a short trip.  


I was thinking about all of the things I miss about Valencia, and it's probably a very long list, but I feel like I need to get them down on paper (or in a blog). 


-Mercadona and all of it's wonderful, inexpensive chocolate and chocolate filled things and juices.
-Gulliver playground
-Llao Llao frozen yogurt (although not as much now that I have my own Tosa replacement!)
-The río- grass paths to run on, fountains, people watching, swan lake, el estadio de turía, palm trees
-city of arts and sciences- such an awesome place and never gets boring just to sit and stare at
-paying 6 euro for a plane ticket to italy
-being able to go to a different country for a weekend
-valencian fireworks (epic)
-the white calatrava bridge
-exploring downtown valencia
-fanta limón
-tortilla española
-chocolate filled cereal
-paella
-pretty much all of my host mom's cooking
-my spanish madre!
-siestas
-my professors and their crazy attempts at speaking english
-the nightlife
-churros con chocolate
-walking everywhere and never getting tired of it
-seeing how crazy people are about soccer
-spanish newspapers
-the perfect weather every day
-being 2 miles from the ocean
-the old mixed with new architecture
-trying to understand spanish television
-finding new places that I've never seen before
-spanish bread! every meal. every day. 


I could probably come up with a lot more things if I sat forever and thought about it, but I think that just about covers it.  
With any luck someday I will get a chance to revisit some of these things. 

Thursday, February 3, 2011

6 semanas después...

6 weeks after arriving back from my Spanish adventure I am thoroughly wrapped up in school and track (but mostly track).  I quickly learned that I had been severely spoiled for 15 weeks in terms of weather, and currently feel as though I actually live in the arctic.  The long winter months of February and March are here and I can't help but get a little upset whenever I see my weather gadget for Valencia telling me how sunny and warm it is on the Mediterranean coast.  


When I first arrived back, at times it felt like I never left because everything was pretty much the same (cat sleeping in my bed, dishes on the counter, driveway to be shoveled, etc.)  When I moved back to school for track camp it started to get a little more difficult, partly because I wasn't used to the high-caliber level of training that I missed all fall, but more so because I felt like I was literally dropped off in a completely new foreign atmosphere just like when I arrived in Spain.  I really didn't feel like I was part of the team anymore, I didn't know 50% of the people and they didn't know me.  I felt like I was always a couple steps behind where I was at this point last year, which is frustrating for me after all of the time I spent trying to keep up while in Spain.  I felt like I was wandering through my days and not getting any better.  


I didn't really attribute any of this to "reverse culture shock" until now.  Most people experience this reverse culture shock effect in terms of returning to the U.S. and starting to make comparisons between the two countries and becoming frustrated with certain differences, but that didn't really happen with me.  If anything I was happy to come back to a place where I didn't have to rely on public transportation all of the time, or where I could stay on the ground for more than a week at a time.  I've definitely had my fill of plane riding for awhile.  


I attended a study abroad re-entry event yesterday, which was helpful and interesting to hear other people's stories from their experiences abroad.  We talked a lot about challenges we are facing now being back in the U.S, and helpful ways to adjust.  I think the most significant thing that I took from the activities is to not compare my experience with other people's.  Listening to people talk about being abroad in Australia definitely made me jealous- I would love to go scuba diving in the Great Barrier Reef and see all of the cool wildlife that they have there.  But as great as all of that sounds, I need to focus on my individual experiences and remember that every country has amazing things to experience.  I was lucky enough to be able to visit 3 others besides Spain.  


Sometimes it feels like my 15 weeks in Spain was just a dream.  I'm glad that I have this blog to remind me that it wasn't.  I can't even believe that I managed to navigate the logistics of finding my way to Italy, Greece and England and never getting seriously lost in addition to traveling alone all the way to Europe.  For someone who pretty much has zero sense of direction, this is definitely a step up for me.  At least now I can add "foreign map reading" to my list of resume skills.  


As for Spain, they never say adios- so in that case I will say hasta luego! 
Gracias por todos los buenos recuerdos.